The Biggest Apology

Who is the hardest person to forgive? Maybe if you tell yourself enough, it will seem acceptable and you will be able to apologize to yourself.  For accepting things into your life that are not what’s meant to be.

I’m at a place in my life where peace and self love are priorities and negativity does not have a home. Suddenly you know it’s time to start something new and trust the magic of new beginnings. I owe myself the biggest apology for putting up with shit I don’t deserve. So do it and decide – is this how I want to live my life? Decide. Breath in. Breath out. And decide.

When the world around you is breaking down, have a look to see what doesn’t belong. You’ve got this. You’ve always got the fight in you. You’re going to be alright. I’m slowly starting to believe that the universe doesn’t make mistakes. Timing is so important, when things enter or leave your life matters. Be mindful of what you let into your life because in fact you do have control over it. Look for and speak for growth, change and the opportunity for expansion.

The timing of when sweet little Tunie came into my life was not a mistake. She has saved me in a way that no person could. She has brought true unconditional love into my life. I often think, how did we get so lucky to deserve the love that we get from animals. There was always a place in my heart for her, and when she arrived, she filled that space. It was waiting just for her and only she could fill it in the way that it needed to be filled. She will always occupy this special corner of my heart. In turn, I’ve had to come to the realization that in order to make room for unconditional love I’ve had to clear space in my heart and mind for her. That means examining what was already taking up space there and ask myself if it was fulfilling – in this process, apologizing for accepting things that do not belong and then forgiving myself for letting and keeping those things in.

So what if you apologize and decide to lose yourself in change and growth and accept the timing that the universe has planned for you…..it may just turn out the way you need it to.

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